Gator

i asked her out to dinner , and she said that she would love to go , but she has a boyfriend. son of a bitch,  just my luck. i finally grow a pair,  and ask a  freaking 10 out, i get shot down.... i guess all i can do is dust my self off and try again with another bomb shell .If i find one i actually am attracted to in other fashion other than just the physical one.

this is that girl i asked out , she is pretty good looking

i will be single for a long time.son of a bitch

so nothing happened with that girl. i mean she was way out of my league. oh well... i started a workout program, it's the same one as caleb marshall. And he is a Beast, but i just want to get in shape,not big. i am on week three of that and i am starting to feel stronger . which is good. and this program isn't designed to make you big , just really strong and tight . the lean olympian type of fit . any way i needed to air that . cuz i am excited about getting skinny finally. but i have pysics homework to do . peace

I heard her name the other day and I kept saying it in my head so I wouldn't forget it(Anna). and i caught up to her walking out of class in the hall. and I asked her if i could buy her lunch today, she said no...  but not really , she said that she wasn't staying on campus and she was going to fill out some college apps. so we'll see what happens on Tuesday.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1) My name is Ryan
2) Everyone calls me Gator
3) I almost died in a four wheeler accident when I was 8
4) I like to be out on the town for no reason, just for the sake of being there
5) I like to do drive-by insults.
6) I once lived "in the Grow world" .
7) I Have a kick ass stutter
8) I Have no idea what i am going to do with my life.
9) I wish I could find Ms. Right. (maybe my expectations are to high)
10) I have a story about me killing hookers(no one was actually killed). lol
11) I have the dirtiest mind you are probably going to find.
12) I am obsessed with automotive/mechanical things.
13) I spend most of my time sitting on the computer.
14) I like to play guitar, even though i am just learning to play
15) I don't like to wear pants to bed, but i will wear shorts or boxers.
16) I sometimes go into a blank stare, and won't blink for a long time.
17) I can't live with out music.
18) I miss my old blue truck... like alot.
19) I have a tendency to fall in love at first sight... and never do anything about it.
19) I Love Fire , and fireworks . I am such a Pyro
20) I sometimes act like a Huge redneck. cuz i am one , well just a little bit on the inside.
21) I don't have much self confidence ( mostly because of my studder)
22) I love my friends and family even thought i don't show it all the time.
23) I am not a big sports fan , but I am a big fan of drag racing.
24) I am in a moped gang...you better watch your butt cuz we will kick it if you are not careful.
25) bet you didn't notice i used 19 twice. haha

i fall in love with girls i see at first sight. so i guess i believe in love at first sight. haha

so i got the job , and i am really happy i will be getting money, but i will be having to get up and be to work by 6 everyday! but i am done by three so it's not soo bad

Today I have job interview , I am nervous , I don't know what to think .